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<rss xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" version="2.0"><channel><atom:link rel="hub" href="http://tumblr.superfeedr.com/" xmlns:atom="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"/><description>This is just a collaboration of my deepest thoughts, feelings, and poetry. Don’t expect anything more. If you want to talk to me, please reach me on my primary blog.</description><title>◊◊◊</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @ambaiste)</generator><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>The Green of Ivy</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/41896180997/the-green-of-ivy"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;if memory serves you live in my heart,&lt;br/&gt;and the tasteful snow, and beautiful art,&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;if memory serves you’re ice at heat’s best;&lt;br/&gt;the violent shiver of love in my chest.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;if memory serves you write what you tell,&lt;br/&gt;what you tell is a sin of gathering hell.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;when memory serves (and it doesn’t for you)&lt;br/&gt;I breathe in the sorrows (of you as my doom)&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/41896217431</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/41896217431</guid><pubDate>Wed, 30 Jan 2013 22:53:59 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>Dec 21 - Haiku </title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://un8common.tumblr.com/post/38482604067/dec-21-haiku" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;un8common&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Once, you slit my throat&lt;br/&gt;And I apologized for&lt;br/&gt;Bleeding on your shirt &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/38488596758</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/38488596758</guid><pubDate>Fri, 21 Dec 2012 21:09:03 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>For no one but You</title><description>&lt;p&gt;I want no one but You&lt;br/&gt;in mouth of the bloom:&lt;br/&gt;repetition will soothe&lt;br/&gt;no one but You&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I love no one but You&lt;br/&gt;in heart of the moon,&lt;br/&gt;the height I would marry for&lt;br/&gt;no one but You.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I crave no one but You&lt;br/&gt;crystallized embers elude&lt;br/&gt;my damp-driven mood, for &lt;br/&gt;no one but You&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I hate no one but You&lt;br/&gt;Distance will kill me so soon&lt;br/&gt;and my yearning passion, too, for&lt;br/&gt;no one but You. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/36233847788</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/36233847788</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2012 21:32:00 +0000</pubDate><category>poetry</category></item><item><title>INGAMER</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/36233495567/ingamer"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To fall in love with a stranger is a devious thing:&lt;br/&gt;To link souls in bondage with imaginary ring&lt;br/&gt;Has made my heart palpitate, shudder and sing;&lt;br/&gt;My mouth curves at any given thought to your name.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;To claim your heart to my own would make my body fall lame&lt;br/&gt;If you were not to reciprocate would bring me such shame,&lt;br/&gt;And though it is a high hope, I wish it all the same,&lt;br/&gt;For my voice has been destined to sing your name, forever.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;To reach with such fondness has made my heart grow tethered,&lt;br/&gt;But what matter: perhaps we can nurture it together.&lt;br/&gt;Stand with me in frequent stormy weather,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And I will grant my love to you always and forever. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the title refers to the rhyming pattern. figure it out and i&amp;#8217;ll give you a cookie.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/36233646374</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/36233646374</guid><pubDate>Wed, 21 Nov 2012 21:30:03 +0000</pubDate><category>poetry</category><category>personal</category></item><item><title>The Recess of Regret</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/35779757601/the-recess-of-regret"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Dreary vortex of misery&lt;br/&gt;Induced by soft remark&lt;br/&gt;And malevolence:&lt;br/&gt;That which also caresses perspective,&lt;br/&gt;And molds self-hatred,&lt;br/&gt;Or, pity - bittersweet sympathy. &lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;I encourage myself often&lt;br/&gt;To take a leap of faith.&lt;br/&gt;However, I regret it.&lt;br/&gt;“Carpe diem” I say&lt;br/&gt;And I stand by it, too,&lt;br/&gt;But perhaps not for you.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;A brittle flower of glass -&lt;br/&gt;And maybe, there’s nothing more to you&lt;br/&gt;Than what I see -&lt;br/&gt;Ultimate radiance -&lt;br/&gt;Why do you shine so dark?&lt;br/&gt;Such grandeur should smile.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Smile for the camera&lt;br/&gt;Smile for my heart. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/35779800731</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/35779800731</guid><pubDate>Thu, 15 Nov 2012 16:55:00 +0000</pubDate><category>poetry</category></item><item><title>t0ronto:

But, I had no one to begin with.And, in this voidless box, too,
I have searched so high...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/35517121734/but-i-had-no-one-to-begin-with-and-in-this" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;But, I had no one to begin with.&lt;br/&gt;And, in this voidless box, too,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I have searched so high and low&lt;br/&gt;Between the cracks of all society&lt;br/&gt;And found an unspoiled flower of purity&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Bloom from the concrete,&lt;br/&gt;Bright light glares excellence,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;And so I shield my eyes,&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;And you escape. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/35517156360</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/35517156360</guid><pubDate>Sun, 11 Nov 2012 22:30:51 +0000</pubDate><category>wOW DEEP NOT</category><category>poetry</category></item><item><title>To Lie in Your Arms and to Kiss You Goodnight.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/34906027463/to-lie-in-your-arms-and-to-kiss-you-goodnight" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;The fire ablaze and mine in haze,&lt;br/&gt;Movements: such effort,&lt;br/&gt;Skin burning ember&lt;br/&gt;Music of places embedded in walls,&lt;br/&gt;The house a warm haven in vain.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;She walks as she greets her lover&lt;br/&gt;Faithful coin by her feet&lt;br/&gt;A secret seductive smile whispers “call my name”,&lt;br/&gt;Mocking the family fleet.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Heads fall heavy as we slip deeper to abyss,&lt;br/&gt;Legs touch hesitantly in a ‘promising miss’&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I long to behold you, heavenly sight,&lt;br/&gt;To lie in your arms and to kiss you goodnight.&lt;br/&gt;Diverge the ghosts and warriors of old;&lt;br/&gt;To wash away the lonesome cold.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I would find heaven, if only tonight,&lt;br/&gt;So I could lie in your arms and kiss you goodnight. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;


&lt;p&gt;Another stoned piece&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/34906067828</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/34906067828</guid><pubDate>Sat, 03 Nov 2012 16:11:50 +0000</pubDate><category>personal</category><category>poetry</category><category>i was really stoned when i wrote this!</category></item><item><title>Icarus And The Sun</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/34364359561/icarus-and-the-sun" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;I would turn to your every word, (and watch as your lips caress the melodies of your voice.) &lt;br/&gt;I would tremble with grief in your absence. (for you are the sun to my stomata, my heart opens in your light.)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I could voice my thoughts in your presence, (I fear you understand my misguided thoughts and my vocal tremors.)&lt;br/&gt;I could share with you the love in my heart. (it has no one to capture but you, magnificence.)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I should forego my plans of attaining you. (as heartbreak is inevitable.)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I am Icarus and you the burning ember embedded in the blue above. &lt;br/&gt;I cannot touch you, &lt;br/&gt;Though I long to. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/34364388751</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/34364388751</guid><pubDate>Fri, 26 Oct 2012 21:00:32 +0100</pubDate><category>personal</category><category>poetry</category></item><item><title>Our legs entwine as oneYour soft skin caresses my mind.Deep voice of thunder and melancholySing a...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Our legs entwine as one&lt;br/&gt;Your soft skin caresses my mind.&lt;br/&gt;Deep voice of thunder and melancholy&lt;br/&gt;Sing a song of sadness and&lt;br/&gt;My heart melts.&lt;br/&gt;Fingers trace paths of love&lt;br/&gt;Doubts shield insecurities&lt;br/&gt;of mine, I can&amp;#8217;t prevent them from&lt;br/&gt;leaking through.&lt;br/&gt;A thinker&amp;#8217;s sickness. &lt;br/&gt;You are perfect. How did it come to be&lt;br/&gt;That I would lie in your arms?&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Nightmarish visions drown my happiness&lt;br/&gt;Yet, the small movements we made and&lt;br/&gt;your response to them&lt;br/&gt;Lightens my step. And,&lt;br/&gt;I fall into a deep abyss of drunken euphoria.&lt;br/&gt;And, I am at peace. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/31942350162</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/31942350162</guid><pubDate>Thu, 20 Sep 2012 22:38:53 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>t0ronto:

Fumigate the doubts that encircle your decisions!Have faith and trust in your own...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/31942005151/fumigate-the-doubts-that-encircle-your-decisions" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;Fumigate the doubts that encircle your decisions!&lt;br/&gt;Have faith and trust in your own ambitions.&lt;br/&gt;Listen, listen to the rhythm of your heart&lt;br/&gt;Or mine. That is all that matters.&lt;br/&gt;Unfold the unit of sacrifice.&lt;br/&gt;For now, an unsealed bond will suffice.&lt;br/&gt;My thoughts grow narrow&lt;br/&gt;And narrower still, as I am plagued by my own insecurities.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;You are my first thought at brink of day&lt;br/&gt;And my last as night closes in. Dare I say,&lt;br/&gt;You stalk my dreams and infiltrate my concentration.&lt;br/&gt;You are the only worthy topic of conversation.&lt;br/&gt;I grow madder still, as do my companions.&lt;br/&gt;But at this moment, you are all that matters. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/31942108868</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/31942108868</guid><pubDate>Thu, 20 Sep 2012 22:35:15 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>the kiss of karma</title><description>&lt;p&gt;In writing this I wish you well,&lt;br/&gt;Though, I send the kiss of karma.&lt;br/&gt;My love is a fortune, though I will never sell.&lt;br/&gt;My secrets are a haven, though I will never tell.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/31478246356</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/31478246356</guid><pubDate>Thu, 13 Sep 2012 21:50:54 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>t0ronto:

Flinching at the smallest of sounds; music in my ears. The call of lovers escapes me, and...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/2516685429/flinching-at-the-smallest-of-sounds-music-in-my"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Flinching at the smallest of sounds; music in my ears. &lt;br/&gt;The call of lovers escapes me, and I no longer hear.&lt;br/&gt;Covering hearts with dust with blankets that have been worn, &lt;br/&gt;holding together bonds of trust that have once been torn.&lt;br/&gt;Sitting lonely on a table that once had held friends, &lt;br/&gt;holding back tears of discouragement for the happiness of others &lt;br/&gt;for no end.&lt;br/&gt;The close proximity of of our happiness has come to todays end, regardless of forgiveness, &lt;br/&gt;or regularity trends.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/25942355282</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/25942355282</guid><pubDate>Tue, 26 Jun 2012 20:06:39 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>the fluency of his languageand the tolerance of his mindcreated a spiral imageof devoted trusting...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;the fluency of his language&lt;br/&gt;and the tolerance of his mind&lt;br/&gt;created a spiral image&lt;br/&gt;of devoted trusting lies &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/25608495431</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/25608495431</guid><pubDate>Fri, 22 Jun 2012 00:49:36 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>You’re the stone in my shoeAnd the hair in my eye.You’re the devil’s own handsCaressing my...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;You’re the stone in my shoe&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;And the hair in my eye.&lt;br/&gt;You’re the devil’s own hands&lt;br/&gt;Caressing my sides.&lt;br/&gt;Your touch is apathetic&lt;br/&gt;And your vision sees hate.&lt;br/&gt;You drive me fucking crazy&lt;br/&gt;But I regret it’s too late.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/20189045895</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/20189045895</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Mar 2012 23:02:08 +0100</pubDate></item><item><title>t0ronto:

fuck i am highthis weed is so beautifuldont know how to rhymeWhen I am this high 

POETRY...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/19136187532/fuck-i-am-high-this-weed-is-so-beautiful-dont-know"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;fuck i am high&lt;br/&gt;this weed is so beautiful&lt;br/&gt;dont know how to rhyme&lt;br/&gt;When I am this high &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;POETRY (Y)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/19416602057</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/19416602057</guid><pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2012 22:27:10 +0000</pubDate><category>i call it</category><category>when ia m high</category><category>personal</category><category>stoner poetry</category><category>omg i can tag</category><category>gta</category><category>oops</category></item><item><title>t0ronto:

You faked your own death with the fake knife in hand,You backed off the stage as though it...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://t0ronto.tumblr.com/post/19413638310/you-faked-your-own-death-with-the-fake-knife-in" class="tumblr_blog"&gt;t0ronto&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;blockquote&gt;&lt;p&gt;You faked your own death with the fake knife in hand,&lt;br/&gt;You backed off the stage as though it was quick-sand.&lt;br/&gt;You smiled wistfully, turned and fled,&lt;br/&gt;While I lay on the carpet, watching you as I bled. &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/19413663143</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/19413663143</guid><pubDate>Fri, 16 Mar 2012 21:31:56 +0000</pubDate><category>its a metaphor geddit</category><category>personal</category></item><item><title>And blue eyes will cry,But roses will wilt.Shameless eyes hide,Yet sorrows won&amp;#8217;t tilt.And...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;And blue eyes will cry,&lt;br/&gt;But roses will wilt.&lt;br/&gt;Shameless eyes hide,&lt;br/&gt;Yet sorrows won&amp;#8217;t tilt.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;And I&amp;#8217;ll stand in the moonlight,&lt;br/&gt;until morning come,&lt;br/&gt;So dark night will pass,&lt;br/&gt;And nightmares shall dance. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/18386363740</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/18386363740</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Feb 2012 18:16:49 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>The darkest hour</title><description>&lt;p&gt;The bottle shaking in my hand,&lt;br/&gt;It&amp;#8217;s a wonder I can barely stand.&lt;br/&gt;Pain relievers drown my lips, &lt;br/&gt;Broken thoughts and silent trips.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Tears like acid stain my cheeks,&lt;br/&gt;Breath quickens and I can&amp;#8217;t sleep.&lt;br/&gt;A demon runs along my bones,&lt;br/&gt;These fucking bones that I can&amp;#8217;t throw.&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;To leave or go, there is no hope.&lt;br/&gt;To die or live, a thought that won&amp;#8217;t sit still.&lt;br/&gt;A war-like pose lies in comatose,&lt;br/&gt;A comatose I&amp;#8217;d love to withhold. &lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/18386303993</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/18386303993</guid><pubDate>Mon, 27 Feb 2012 18:15:14 +0000</pubDate></item><item><title>I slept as I wept-In the depths of the crypts,In nightmares of mists,I found ignorance in bliss.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I slept as I wept-&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;In the depths of the crypts,&lt;br/&gt;In nightmares of mists,&lt;br/&gt;I found ignorance in bliss.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/16935053530</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/16935053530</guid><pubDate>Thu, 02 Feb 2012 21:11:59 +0000</pubDate><category>poetry</category></item><item><title>you make me want to play guitar,and sing my heart out in the rain.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;you make me want to play guitar,&lt;br/&gt;and sing my heart out in the rain.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/15284190153</link><guid>http://ambaiste.tumblr.com/post/15284190153</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Jan 2012 06:08:28 +0000</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
